Royal and all

As my health is still not in check I will be spending the friday night in reading books and watching movies but I know the whole of England is out tonight celebrating. If you live under a stone, I'm talking about the royal wedding that took place today. But just because I'm not out doesnt mean I'm not taking part in my own way.

Todays been better

So I went and did loads of tests today at the doctors.
The pain in my stomach is getting worse but I have mastered a way to ignore it.

After the doctors me and K went and ate, walked around notting hills boutiques, spent an hour in superdrug looking at lipsticks, cuddled kittens in killburn ( I was so close to buying one but who am I kidding I cant take care of a living being ) ate some more, lied on the floor of a bookshop trying to find me books to read and finally joined the gym.
It makes me feel bit better.

Now I'm gonna start on one of the books, haha imagine book reviews on the blog?!
Last time I did that was 2 summers ago.

Constantine

I feel....how can I even express how I feel.
I feel tired. Constantly. Some days I sleep more than I'm awake.
My whole body is tired. Its aching and when I look myself in the mirror I see a thinner and lifeless reflection of myself. My mind doesn't feel it. I want to be strong and I feel happy most of the time but its almost like the rest of my body is not willing to function anymore.
I try not to say anything when my friends ask and say its probably nothing but I'm not sure anymore. To be honest I'm a bit scared.

Tomorrow I'm going to see my doctor.
Been putting it off for way too long hoping to get better but as I noticed my hands shaking today while trying to do anything I forced myself to make the call.

My weekend

On a bed of spider web

I saw Red riding hood today.
Now I feel like I have to fidn someone that
has dark hair green eyes
and wants to run away with me.
Oh Shiloh, what you do to me.

Lash stylist

So the product I have been looking for forever since they discontinued it a while back is this mascara from maybelline. So for crazy long lashes, try to get a hold of this mascara.

My kate

Leojeans become Leoshorts

When summer comes around, Monika becomes Edward scissor hands.

Neroli Portofino

The new (ish, its also in the private blend collection) scent by Tom Ford.
Just the campaign pictures are amazing, but so is the actual perfume.
On top of the wish list right now!

Sat

Good morning.

I will try really hard to not be bitter when I say, I'm starting to have a new profound hatred towards all men alive.

Gaga mania

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blackandwhite

Wednesday

Gooodmorning!

Just got off the phone to the insurance people, now I need go to the post office, eat some lunch and buy a new camera so I can upload pictures here again. Forgot to say, someone tried to make a fake facebook pretending to be me and adding my friends. I know these things are unavoidable if you have a blog and so on but please respect mine and my friends privacy. Anything I come across where my identity is being taken I report and eventually report to the police.
Also got the make up I ordered today, so happy with it so I will post about it later on this evening.

I want that

Spark

I feel like doing something with my hair, not sure what.
Either make it darker or cut it or something.

I just ordered a bunch of make up as well. Some website that sells discontinued products and I was looking for one of maybellines old mascaras. Will get the stuff first before I write what website it was and so on. What else is new? Everyone's on easter breaks except my university. Feels good! Oh well one week left.
Now I'm going to finish my apple and go to bed.
Early start tomorrow

Sunshine

Goodmorning everyone!

Everyone living in London, how awsome is the weather right now?!
Beware of taking it all in as next week the cold returns.

I highly recommend Aqua bar (right by oxford circus) as they have a roof terrace for drinks during the heated hours of the day. As for the nights, I actually havent been going out as much lately. Its because I know summer season will mean being out a lot so im just relaxing at the moment.

Here is me at aqua trying to swallow the bottle...

Summertime

Nothing better to start the summer with than a new pair of cut off levis.
However if I gain any weight I'm screwed.

Lip stick

Picked up two of these in Rapturous and Coy.
Amazing matt finish, super easy to apply.
Got to love the topshop make up.

Photoboooth

Been a while since I used photobooth.
Feels strange using the one on the new mac, I keep thinking I should have my old pictures.
Either way now I have to go out to run some errands.
As of lately I just walk out without any make up.

Shiloooooooooohhhhhhhhh

So while I think this years H&M fashion against aids collection is bit of a let down, I am loving the campaign. My lovely Shiloh Fernandez is one of the many celebrities in the ad.
I still havent got around to see red riding hood but I'm still so so proud of him for doing well and finally getting the recognition he deserves.
After all I have stalked every film hes been in for the past 3 years.