Constantine

I feel....how can I even express how I feel.
I feel tired. Constantly. Some days I sleep more than I'm awake.
My whole body is tired. Its aching and when I look myself in the mirror I see a thinner and lifeless reflection of myself. My mind doesn't feel it. I want to be strong and I feel happy most of the time but its almost like the rest of my body is not willing to function anymore.
I try not to say anything when my friends ask and say its probably nothing but I'm not sure anymore. To be honest I'm a bit scared.

Tomorrow I'm going to see my doctor.
Been putting it off for way too long hoping to get better but as I noticed my hands shaking today while trying to do anything I forced myself to make the call.