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International school of switzerland?

Oh my what a day!

Even though we didnt really go into the carnival (think tomorrow is going to be the best day for it) we had an intresting day out in leiscter square from having a go at the staff in Steak house to pretending we are on a school trip from switzerland. All I can really say is bring on tomorrow!

I'm out

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Flowers last days

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Funfair

As the sun is out me and mummy decided to go to a funfair nearby.
Think I might wear a floral print dress as its the last days where you get away with that season and trend wise. Need to look at some gyms as well!

My big night in

Its friday, and I'm sitting at home watching the every second go by.
Promised to spend the weekend with my mum but its just me in my room most of the time.

I'm so boooored, I'm even bored of watching films.
Actually no, I'm mid way through a really boring film.
Help me someoneee

Boohoo.com

So the other night I ordered some things from Boohoo.

Always see their ads on the train and they had a free delivery offer at the moment so I went ahead and ordered 2 shirts. Black, as usual. The material of the clothes arent THE best but then again have you seen the prices?! So I'm quite happy with what I got, however I still dont like online shopping as the products never are what they look.

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Reading hype

I'm one of the few in my circles not going to Reading this year.
I was on the fence about it until like last week when I realised how utterly sh*t the weather is going to be. Now I wouldnt go if someone paid me.

What else, well today I made a quick visit to London met. Very clean (well the building I am located in atleast) and close to the city where as most "London" unis are located on the outskirts.
Now I'm going to finish my cookies and watch films until the sky is emptied out.

Harley Viera Newton


I love love this girl.
She is just the perfect blend of Cool and Cute.
Watch her quirky video for Closet Confessions.

Pirahna 3D


Where do I start, what an awful excuse of a film.
Yet somehow I would recommend you to see it.

The 3D is quite good helping with the "fright" moments of the film but the film is actually really really funny even when its not supposed to be. Warning though, there is a lot of boobs, ass and occasional vagina (hence the 18 age restriction here in UK) in this.
So go see it if you have nothing else to do, if anything the soundtrack of the film makes it a party.

Release me

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Every other night I have a dream about the same person.
I have said this before, but it doesnt seem to stop.
One night I kill him, the other one he kills me.
I don't know what to do anymore, is this boarder line obsession?

Salt

Just came back from the cinema.
Decided that the best thing was to buy inception when it comes out so I can watch it over and over isntead of once in the cinema, so we saw Salt.
Angelina did her thing with the guns and it was an alright movie.
Not as good as wanted though, now thats a sexy gun film.

Oh also, my panda eyes are still in tact not smudged o creased. All thanks to Urban decays primer potion. Thank god now I can do more smokey eyes that will last more than 45 minutes.

Panda

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Not a good day

I'm not happy today, having the normal teenage hormone overflow arguments with the family and can't be bothered with much really. I was planning to go out today but my moods swung me back from that too. Thank god for True blood. True blood, then some repetetive watching of Shiloh Fernandez.

Vintage belt

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Got this from my beautiful aunt a couple of weeks back.
Im not big on gold or belts for that matter, but this one is special.

Humpty dumpty

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Why does my legs look so short?

Im really really tired

I didnt go out tonight, which was really wierd at first but I feel like im still exhausted from the uni stress I just went through. Had a lovely night in watching some more Shiloh Fernandez films (obsession much?)

Oh and for the ones saying London met has a bad rep and blabla
yes yes I know I know but they are one of 3 unis in London that do PR and I think I have an advantage if I stay in London. I have also spoken to some people that told me their practical courses are really good.

I see it this way, going to university you can get carried away and just take any course just so you can go to that special university but what on earth am I gonna do with a degree in viking studies even if it is in UCL for an instance. I think I already had my fun at Ashbourne and now have to think about my future. Pr is very very competetive and fast changing so I cant waste 3 years in another town because its more fun and so on. Worse comes to worst I can just transfer to another uni for the second year. So no more worries about that until I actually start next month!

Stay put

Finaly picked up this Urban Decay primer potion thats loved by so many around the world.
Putting it to test tonight!

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GOOD TIMES!

Ok ok ok, so last night I went to a party that was for a tv show coming up on LIVING called Party wars. Its about who can throw the best party in London, kinda like come dine with me.
It was held in studio valbonne and there were cameras everywhere filming with a few celebrities there as well. Dont want to reveal much more as I'm sure I could get sued for it so lets just leave that until the show comes in spring.

Anyways during this party it just hit me like a rock. Which other town would I be able to do all of this? Go on all these fabolous events and meet such amazing people? As lovely as Falmouth is I highly doubt it, I even doubt id do that in my first choice Bournemouth. I love London, I cant leave? The blogs headers says after all, living it up in LONDON. So today I accepted my offer from London met and their course is actuallly quite amazing with more points and qualifications than any other institution in London that does PR. HAPPY TIMES!

Not sure what to do HELP

Today has been a better day.
Got some offers today from London met and Falmouth.
Falmouth looks just cool and quirky enough for me, but do I really want to go that far away from London?
London met has a crap reputation but I hear they are good at their practical work and its in London so I could stay and have fun. Im so confused right now, someone help me? Should I just take a gap year? Does anyone know of any work or placements in PR?

Like my mood, all grey.

Going back into school now to see what I will do.

It took me a couple of minutes this morning before I was hit wtih reality again, it was like I woke up from one of the many nightmares I had about my results only this one followed me out of my dreams. When will the pain go away...

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In a state

I'm sorry this is turning into a sad blog about my future but I'm just such a wreck right now.

Wanted to make some post on a couple of vintage things I got but in this state I can't even leave my bed. It just gets worse with every second. There has to be a misstake, can AQA make misstakes?
Everyone is out tonight celebrating their new lives ahead but I just sit here looking out my window thinking of all the time and extreme amouts of money that went into such crap.

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Everytime it hits me the tears come again, my whole face is has swollen up now. Great.

Not enough

Can I just start with saying thank you you beautiful souls whom been supportive and crossing your fingers for me on here and twitter.
Im sorry for letting you all down, but I didnt scrape what I needed for my university choice.
Its like a stabb in the heart everytime I think about it.

When I first got in this morning and got my grades the first thing I did was to go to the top of our school building and cry. I just felt like I had disspointed not only myself and my mum but everyone that helped me through the way. I dont know what to say really, its still a shock. My media coursework that was dubbed the best work in the class got a B and the rest is even worse.

It just leaves you thinking, doubting yourself.
Been staring at the wall for a good hour since I got home.
Was the exams wrongly marked? Or am I really that stupid? I cant be, its not fair this isnt even my second language. And I had to do 10 exams in one go while everyone else got 3 shots at it. But they dont care about that.
I dont know what to do now. I still have clearing but its like it wont matter. I feel that I'm not good enough. Even though I know PR better than most of the undergraduates there I just have to swallow reality. But once again, thank you all for the support and the wishes.
I just wish I knew what to do now.

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5 hours left

You guys know why todays blogging been dry.
But you will be the first ones to know about my future, in about 5 to 6 hours! Time has never past so slowly in my life

Gawhr

Had lke 4 hours of sleep because all the device attached to me made it impossible.
Just got home again from giving in my results.

Speaking of results, tomorrow is the day.
Results day that is.
Im passed nervous, natious and neurotic.
Just want it overwith, bring on results night instead!

And today I'm weaaring


Do not fear my dears, its only for my sleep study,

Vendome, still not enough

Last night I gave Vendome (by greenpark station) another chance.
This time the music was much much muuuch better but as for everything else....

There were some girls in there in underwear which they usually have as workers at most places but these girls werent really working but chatting up the guests and drinking. Remember...in underwear. Like a bra and knickers. Strange.
The venue itself is rather small with some cool rooms here and there for the VIPs but they were empty both times I went. All in all, its a nice place to chill and have a dance but maybe i was there the wrong nights

Alors en danse


I'm late as usual.
See you out on the streets of london

Short rant

Monday morning, the start of the worst/best week in my life.
Results coming up on thursday, god I need to stop thinking about it.

On to other things to complain about.

1 Its been the 347 night where I have a dream about the same person. In this one he died. What does that mean, can someone look it up? When you dream someone dies while camping in the forrest. I'm just so sick of this person, this person I barely know but I dream of almost every night.

2 Why are you guys so terrible with commenting? I get new followers everyday but the commenting goes down. What? That makes no sense

Arash

Before I go to bed I just want to share a song with you.
The only "iranian" song I listen to and thats because the girl that sings the chorus clearly has a western accent.

Hello, Goodmorning!

I was going to talk about friday night and the places we went to but sodd it.
In short Vendome has little bit crap music, Mayfair club has old people and Jalouse is actually quite good and the bartenders are cool.


BUT last night we went to our favourite place Merah and as always it was amazing from the staff to the people in there. If you ever manage to get on the list for Merah you are in for an great night!

Umbrella and stripes

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Alive, kinda?

So I went out last night, pics coming later on.
Did a proper round going from Vendome, mayfair club to Jalouse.

Will go through how it all was later on as well.
But now I have to run out and soak in the 5 minute sunshine coming through the rain.

Monki


Maannnn, just when I leave Sweden the good things start to roll in the stores.
If you live anywhere where they have Monki, go snatch these!

Dell streak

Yesterday while we were waiting for my friend to check her phone into an O2 shop, we were playing around with all the phones on display.
Suddenly I saw this gigantic thing that looked like a smaller version of the iPad. But it wasn't just a tablet, it was a phone. A phone big as a shoe!
Knowing my odd taste I just went crazy over it and now im nagging my mother every minute of the day about it. Shes telling me to wait and see if I still want it in a month but I want it NOW!

Black will always be the new

Peaked into Dorothy Perkins today when I had to change my bus after the one I was on just died.
Just picked up another black dress thingie to add to the millions I already have.

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However I'm more excited about my friends purchase from Topshop.
(ps his blog is awsome)
I think I'm going to wait until a darker one show up in the stores but man I want an aviator jacket!

HARRODS


I'm off to harrods now, not that I have any money left what so ever after sweden and suitcase full of new clothes. But it will be to see my friends and maybe glare at the stuff in there so speak later!

Tear you apart

It felt damn strange waking up in my bed this morning.
Being in mark and spencer to pick up breakfast.

All felt bit surreal.
Like I never went to sweden.

Anyways nostalgia aside, here is an awsome song to start of the day.
Cough cough, video directed by Joaquin Pheonix.

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GUESS WHERE I AM

Now I need to unpack my life

Bye sweden, its been rainy

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I'm off to Landvetter airport in five minutes.
Travelling in a big dress hoodie I just got as a gift from my lovely aunt

Little stuff

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When the suitcase is completly full the only thing left to buy is litte thingse like these..

Cam photo 45

I hate putting up cam pics here but when there is no time there is no option

Waking up late

I had some really creepy dreams last night so it took me some time to get up this morning.
I think today will be one of those days I just stay in bed and listen to Michael Buble all day.

The rain wont stop

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This is in all seriousness what I had to wear today for the 5 minute walk between our house and my Aunts. The rain here never seems to stop, its so depressing. Its like summer dying out

This is me not asleep 6 in the morning


Two dark ones

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Snakeskin

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Sunshine in the rain, love is still the same

Goodmorning!
Friday, another weekend. People waking up to expectations for the night and the hoping for finding that new someone before dawn.

I'm just hoping to find some more clothes to fill my bag with before I hit the airport on tuesday.
I have a sudden urge to get a cape, or a baseball cap. I aslo feel the urge to change my blog design. I like it but I feel that with fall, some change should come.

Khaki

Todays pictures are from the kitchen!
A very simple shirt and khaki shorts, no point of baking in a dress. That is what I'm doing by the way, baking. The rest of the family are away on some dinner thing and I felt like spendign some time alone. If the results go well I might even throw up the recipe (which is out of my old winnie the pooh cookbook..)

2 weeks left until judgement day

Its only two weeks left until we get out resutls.
The results that will determine if I go to the most amazing university this year or if I have to crawl back to mums arms crying for a whole year. Feels wierd. I havent been this nervous about something in my whole life. Everytime I get a second for myself I panic within. What if I dont get in? What if that psychology exam really went worse than I could imagine and I dont even scrape a pass? What if, what if...

Now I have to sort out myself, have some muscle pains going on.
Not really sure what to do tonight though.

Skirtdress

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Went to pick up my passport today and then met up with two friens for a quick ice cream.
The top I'm wearing is actually a skirt I found deep down mums closet teamed with matching scarf.